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About Me Member Deviously Deviant MelissaFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Months
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Devious Journal Entry

Mon Jul 27, 2009, 8:16 PM
when you lose the one that meens most...how should you feel..?
im forcing myself to try to lose the guy who meens everything to me. him and i are just friends...but i want to be more...he doesnt. just talking to him i feel..happy..alive...he makes me feel my greatest. but my heart, it cant take the pain anymore. i want him more than anyone but i will never have him...what should i do...? should i lose him..or deal with the pain..?

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: humboldt county, CA
  • Interests: writing,drawing,reading, and anything to do in thte water
  • Favourite movie: queen of the damned,30 days of night, knocked up, howls moving castle
  • Favourite band or musician: the used,three days grace,three doors down,green day ,canibal corpse,and muh more
  • Favourite genre of music: rock,metal,pop
  • Favourite artist: my friends
  • Favourite poet or writer: my friends
  • Favourite photographer: my brother
  • Favourite style of art: anime
  • Favourite game: resident evil or pokemon
  • Favourite cartoon character: stewie from family guy
  • Personal Quote: dont fear death, its just life

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Comments


:iconsilence1234:
i miss you

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Am I unloved? If so why do i feel loved
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:iconmusik1318:
hahahaa

i still don't know how to do the icon thingies or whatever D:
:iconbd11:
hehe...
:3
:stab:
I thought this was too funny xD

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love is pain
:iconmusik1318:
Oh ok then
hehe
...awkward
:3
:iconbd11:
um...yes...I think.

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love is pain
:iconmusik1318:
Do i know you?

o:
:iconsilence1234:
ahh its okay hey im doing comissions right now do you want one at any price?

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Am I unloved? If so why do i feel loved
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:iconbd11:
oh im sorry...

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love is pain
:iconsilence1234:
yeah i cant see him right now im homeless right this second

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:iconbd11:
ooh...
i understand tht..

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:iconsilence1234:
i said kinda cause its still in question and im not 15 yet and hes not 15 or ready to have another girlfriend

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:iconbd11:
kool ^^
kinda? lol

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love is pain
:iconsilence1234:
i have a boyfriend well kinda

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Am I unloved? If so why do i feel loved
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:iconbd11:
^-^

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love is pain
:iconsilence1234:
yeah im all better now :)

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Am I unloved? If so why do i feel loved
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:iconbd11:
lol xD

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love is pain
:iconsilence1234:
its okay someones giving their legs to me

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Am I unloved? If so why do i feel loved
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:iconbd11:
oh i sorry
my legs...u cannot hav! but u can take someone else's ^^

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:iconsilence1234:
i hurt gosh can somebody donate their legs to me mine hurt like crazy

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:iconbd11:
lol xD

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:iconsilence1234:
dont worry ill be here for awhile so please dont worry

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Am I unloved? If so why do i feel loved
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:iconbd11:
=(

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love is pain
:iconsilence1234:
awww poor dawn i feels sorry for youz

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Am I unloved? If so why do i feel loved
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:iconbd11:
sometimes yeah...
nun of my friends will talk to meh =( oh wells...

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love is pain
:iconsilence1234:
yeah gaia is totally boring nowadays

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Am I unloved? If so why do i feel loved
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